I can not believe this shit. I've never felt this much anxiety in my body at one time. I'm at the point where either I hope she calls me first thing in the morning, or never talks to me again. I'm usually super duper laid back, but this is literally giving me an ulcer, I can feel my stomach lining beginning to erode. The 10 chocolate bars I had today probably didn't help the situation any. Why can't I just let it go, and let things work out how they're going to work out, instead of building up all of this anxiety in my gut.
I'm now just waiting on my relief. I'm going to do 45 minutes on the elliptical, and do some abs and lower back. Then, I'm going home, letting in/out Jasmine, and getting a freakin' hog leg of snooter.
Go to bed. Rinse. Repeat.
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