I don't understand this shit. I'm freakin' out. I can't concentrate. It's only been 9.5 hours since I last talked to her. Why am I so fucking worried about all this. I think the biggest thing is that I'm afraid that I'm going to end up alone. I wonder if subconsciencely I know that I'm a big piece of deuce, and I'm never going to find a decent girl to settle down with. In my reality, though, that's not true. The truth is, I love this girl, and want to spend all my time with her. I love talking to her. I love seeing her, even if it's just for a moment.
FUCK. SHIT ASS. DAMN IT. SONOFA BITCH!!!!
I still have like 3 hours until I can go workout. I hope it goes by fast. I need to go talk to some people. Hopefully some meaningless banter will take my mind off of things.
CRANK!
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