I guess

Well, I think that this evening I'm sort of come to grips that things aren't going to work out. It sucks my balls, but hey, life goes on I suppose. A few reasons:

1. She got out of bed yesterday, left, got on an airplane, flew to Memphis, and just sent me a text message. I called her twice before I went to bed, AND sent her a txt.
2. I stopped by to see her at her house on my way to work, and she said, "aren't you going to be late for work?"
3. I was talking to her on the phone at about 7:45pm, and I had just asked her a question, when she said, "my sister is calling, I'll talk to you later, bye".

Man, I sound pretty pathetic. Not sure how I made it to this level of pussy-dom, but I have.

Like I said, I'm not giving up anyway. This morning, I'm going to take her breakfast, then I will make her a lunch, and pick up her dog. Hopefully she'll let me go to her house this evening. She probably will, and then say, "Leave me the FUCK alone, you crazy bastard!" Then I will go home, put in a snooter, kill some people on MKA and go to bed.